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‘A Cinema Behind His Eyes’

The desert was a patient thing, older than the towns that dotted its edge and the rumours that lingered like heat mirages. It did not hurry; it did not worry. It simply breathed in the dawn and exhaled, time tasting grainy, sun-warmed air. And in this vast quiet lived a man named Rafi, whose home was a shack of sun-baked bricks and a roof that sagged like a tired camel. Rafi had no access to the things most people clung to, mobile phones, televisions, and the internet. He did not miss them, exactly, because he had never known them as more than stories told by others with fingers stained by ink and eyes tired from bright screens. Instead, he carried something else, something more intimate: a cinema behind his eyes.

Each morning, the desert woke with a soft hiss of wind over sand. Rafi would rise, stretching like a cat that had slept with its gaze fixed on distant dunes. He kept his world simple: a ledger of days, a small pot of water, a handful of dates, and his memory. The memory was not a collection of dates or numbers, but a living theatre that played whenever he needed it. If he walked to the edge of a cliff where the earth dropped away into a blue heat, his cinema offered him a panorama of the day to come. He could replay the way the sun glowed first on one ridge, then on another, like a celestial painter testing colours. He could hear the crisp whisper of a breeze that would pass through the date palms by the dry riverbed. He could feel the tremor of a distant thunderstorm, even when it stayed far beyond the horizon, a rumour in the air.

If a passer-by stopped by his shack to trade news or water, Rafi would listen with the careful attention of someone who knows how stories travel through footprints, through the way a camel’s knee bends on the sand, through the scent of rain that’s only a rumour until it touches skin. And in his cinema, those stories did not simply exist as words; they became scenes with actors, with light that shifted and trembled, with music that rose and fell like dunes breathing. One evening, a girl named Luma wandered into his life, drawn by the lazy glow of a stubborn desert sunset. She carried a notebook and a bottle of ink, things the city called useless, and yet she believed writing could carry a memory from one place to another. She asked, softly, if he ever forgot. Rafi shook his head, a slow, almost imperceptible movement that mirrored the swaying of a palm tree in a gentle wind.

“I do not forget,” he said, and his voice carried the weight of a man who had learned to listen to the world until it spoke back in its own language. “I remember everything, and between the remembered shadows and the remembered lights, there is a cinema behind my eyes.”

Luma was patient. She asked to see this cinema, not as a trick or a spectacle, but as a companion to the stories they could tell together. So he closed his eyes, and the desert quiet pressed in, and the cinema opened. He saw the first dawn he could recall, not just as a colour but as a sound, the hum of distant bees, the crackle of dry grass as the sun’s first kiss touched it. He saw his mother’s hands, calloused with years of tending oil lamps and whispered prayers. He saw the first spring rain, a gentle curtain of droplets turning the clay of the earth into a mirror. She watched as the images unfurled with a patient grace, a procession of seedlings breaking through hard soil, a caravan moving like a slow river, a child learning to walk and then to run with the light of a whole village inside him. The cinema did not demand attention; it offered it as a gift, a steady tide that washed away the fear that loneliness might someday swallow a person whole.

“Why tell stories to the sand when you can tell them to the wind?” Luma asked, half-jest, half-wonder.

Rafi smiled, a quiet widening of lips that had learned generosity from years of listening.

“Because the wind forgets, sometimes. The sand remains, but the shapes it remembers fade with the sun. My cinema remembers more than a handful of days; it remembers a lifetime.”

In his cinema, he did not simply relive memories; he reinterpreted them. He learned to see the world through a sun-drenched lens where even misfortune became a scene with a turning point. A drought did not merely dry the wells; it set the stage for a decision to stay, to walk, to share a bloom of resilience with those who would listen. And people did come, beggars, merchants, and shepherds, a traveller with a cracked flute who claimed the desert had stolen his tune. They came not for news, but for a glimpse of the man whose eyes could render a full life as if it were a screen playing on a wall of air and memory. Rafi never spoke much about the cinema; he allowed it to show itself in actions, how he would mend a broken jar with wax and patience, how he would guide a wayward goat back to its penned friends, how he shared the last of his water with a stranger who asked for nothing in return. The cinema behind Rafi’s eyes was more than nostalgia. It was a compass, pointing toward moments when courage is just a decision you make while the world murmurs around you. It was a map of choices: to endure a hardship with quiet grace, to give when you have little, to remember when everyone else forgets. It was a chorus of tiny, intimate revolutions, the way a day can be survived by knowing exactly how it begins and ends, and what happens in between.

One day, a storm rolled in with the ferocity of a hundred drums. The desert weathered the night with a raw, unfiltered rage. The rain that followed was a rare confession, a memory poured into the earth until it remembered to drink again. In those hours, Rafi’s cinema did not merely show him what had happened; it rehearsed what could happen next. He saw, with crystal clarity, the steps necessary to salvage a family’s store of water and to keep their wells from going dry. He saw the faces of the neighbours who would lend their hands, the children who would gather wild grasses to feed the herd, the old man who would tell stories that stitched the community back together. When dawn finally arrived, pale and forgiving, the desert smelled of wet stone and green growth where it had never dared to show such life before. Rafi rose, not with triumph, but with a quiet resolve. He had learned that the cinema behind his eyes was not a prison of memory, but a living collaborator always ready to illuminate the path forward.

Luma stayed with him for a time, writing in her notebook the sentences the desert whispered when no one else was listening. She copied one line into her pages, a single, luminous truth: a man who lived where there were no screens could still see more clearly than most, because he did not merely observe; he remembered, and his memory became a cinema, a sanctuary where the past and future met and chose to walk hand in hand. In the end, the desert did not change Rafi’s world, and Rafi did not save the desert in any grand way. He did something quieter: he kept the space between people alive with memory. He showed that a life without modern contraptions could still be rich with connection not through notifications, but through the art of noticing, of listening, of turning a barren landscape into a stage where human warmth could perform its daily miracle: the simple act of being present.

And when the wind rose again, carrying the sigh of the dunes and the faint strains of a distant flute, Rafi would close his eyes, let the cinema behind them open, and smile at the living film of the world, clear, intimate, and forever unfolding before him. 

The Day After Halloween

The morning after Halloween arrived with a soft, pale light that belonged to no season and all seasons at once. The town lay in a curious hush, as if the world itself was letting out a sigh after a long, wild party. There were candy wrappers like fallen confetti strewn along the sidewalks, and a faint scent of cinnamon and rain lingered in the air. Beyond the old clock tower, where the town’s gears creaked and sighed, a seam of pale frost appeared along the cobblestones. It wasn’t ice but the beginning of a doorway, thin and shimmering, like a heat mirage that had learned to whisper. The creatures of the night, who had danced under the streetlamps and stirred the shadows with laughter that tasted of danger and delight, began to drift toward it.
The goblins, still wearing their impish grins and pockets full of trinkets, counted the last of their glittering loot and tucked it away. Their hands, stained with chalky dust and moonlight, moved with surprising tenderness as they tied small knots in their little satchels, ensuring nothing spilled into the waking world. Werewolves, who had sung to the moon in a chorus of howls that could shake windows, paused at the threshold of the mist. Their fur still carried the scent of the night, earth, rain, and pine yet their eyes held something softer now, a lineage of loyalty to a world that no longer needed guardians in a hunt. They offered a wary nod to the town, as if to say: we leave the hunt to the dark and return to the dark’s house. Spirits drifted with a measured ease, their forms wavering like candle smoke. They carried with them the memory of laughter that tasted like autumn sugar and the ache of goodbyes spoken in a language older than stone. They glided past alleyways and gardens, leaving behind a delicate frost that sparkled with tiny, unspoken promises. Some wore expressions of mischief that would have frightened a mortal, but the day’s calm offered them a moment of pause rather than a boast.

Ghouls and shadows, silk-wrapped phantoms and lantern-eyed wraiths all moved toward the seam with a surprising uniformity. It was as if a tide of night had been receded, leaving behind an ocean of memory and the soft thump of real-world feet resuming their everyday rhythms: a dog’s eager bark, a kettle singing to itself, a bicycle bell that rang in the distance.
In the center of town, Mrs Alderney, who ran the little bakery that baked more dreams than bread, stood on the last step of her shop, watching the pale seam. Her chalk white apron fluttered in the dawn breeze, dusted with flour and something like starlight. She had spent the night listening to the stories of the day after, the stories told by those creatures who had wrapped the night in their own form of poetry and menace.

“Until next year,” she whispered, as if addressing both the town and the departing travellers. Her voice carried not fear but a gentle familiarity, the way an old grandmother’s voice carries a soft warning and a warm joke in the same breath.

The goblins paused, counting their steps back toward the seam, and the werewolves tilted their heads in a rare gesture of gratitude. The spirits, who often forgot to speak in anything but sighs and chimes, paused to tilt their translucent faces toward the bakery’s warm light. It was as if a single, unspoken agreement passed between them: we visit, we feast, and we fade until the next turning of the calendar when the door will open again. When the last of the wanderers stepped through the seam, the frost dissolved into dew that clung to leaves and ribbon spun spider webs. The town woke in a careful way, as if waking from a dream in which you were sure you’d forgotten something important, and then remembered you’d forgotten all the wrong things. Children who had chased their shadows the night before woke to find their costumes still clinging to the corners of their rooms like friendly ghosts who had not quite finished telling their stories. They traded their masks for crayons and notebooks, their pockets for clean hands, and their mouths for the first sincere “please” and “thank you” of the day. The mayor, who always kept a pocket watch for emergencies, found himself with a moment of unusual clarity. The city might forget the exact shape of a goblin or the echo of a howl, but it would not forget the lesson etched into its heart by their brief presence: difference is a kind of magic, and magic loves a world brave enough to let it pass in and out like breath.

As the sun climbed higher, painting the town in gold and the soft green of early fall, something in the air carried a note of promise. Not a vow of fear, but a vow of wonder: that the world is large enough to hold both the ordinary and the extraordinary, and that, come next Halloween, the door might open again, not for chaos, but for a shared moment of awe.
And so, with the day after Halloween spreading calm like a quilt over the town, the spirits, ghosts, werewolves, goblins, and creatures of the dark world returned to their own realm, content that they had kept a delicate balance between mischief and mercy. Peace settled into the streets, like a lullaby hummed at dusk, until the next year when the music would play again and the seam would glow once more with the soft light of a world that believes in magic even for just one night a year.

The Lanterns of Dan-yr-Ogof on Halloween

On Halloween night, when the world wore a cloak of mist and the caverns of Dan y Ogof whispered with ancient secrets, a goblin named Gril, a dwarf named Thoren, and a dragon named Emberth awoke from their long, stony slumber. Dan y Ogof, the Ogof Caves, stretched underground like a sleeping beast. Torch-lit passages curled into black mouths, and the air smelled of coal, damp earth, and something sweeter that no map could name. It was here, in a deep amphitheatre carved by rivers of time, which the trio found themselves drawn to a rumour carried by the echoes: a pot of imaginary gold.

Gril the goblin scampered first, quick as a spark among wet stones. His eyes, pale and mischievous, watched the walls for pockets of air where the cave might hum a tune only goblins could hear. He wore a hat pitched too far back on his head, a patchwork coat that never kept out the chill, and a grin that suggested a clever plan for any situation so long as that situation involved mischief. Thoren the dwarf followed, his beard braided with tiny bells that tinkled with each careful step. He carried a pickaxe that glittered with runes and a lantern that burned with a blue flame, steady as a heartbeat. Thoren was a keeper of things: maps, stones, stories, and the stubborn certainty that every problem has a creatable solution, even one as slippery as a ghost’s whisper.

Emberth the dragon did not fly here for gold or glory. Dragons in this region learned not to crave the glitter of coins but the quiet of ancient places where silence was a treasure too heavy to carry. Emberth’s scales sang soft emeralds and coal, and his breath smelled faintly of pine sap and old parchment. He had come to listen, to hear the cave tell its story, as dragons often did when their kind wandered far from the roar of mountains.
As they descended, the cave opened like a mouth that remembered names. Stalactites hung from above, each a slender reminder of a long-forgotten calving of rock. Stalagmites rose like patient guardians, and the floor bore a river’s memory, a dry bed that kept the scent of the water that once carved the world.

“A pot of imaginary gold,” Gril announced with a bow that nearly toppled him, “is the finest sort of treasure to chase on a night like this. If you catch it, you own nothing and everything at once.”

Thoren grunted, a sound half amusement, half caution.

“Imaginary or not, we must be clever enough to find the place first, and stubborn enough to leave before the cave decides we are not welcome.” He tapped the pick on his boots, a rhythm that felt like a heartbeat inside the earth.

Emberth lifted his head, listening. The cave, old as stars and patient as a dragon’s memory, offered a slow, rolling murmur, like distant thunder wrapped in velvet. “If the gold exists here,” the dragon said, “it will reveal itself as a story rather than a coin. We must learn the cave’s tale to claim our prize.”

They pressed deeper, following a corridor that breathed in a wave-like pattern, as if the rock itself exhaled and inhaled with a step. The air grew cool, and the walls glowed faintly with mineral sheen, as though the cave wore a lullaby in its minerals. At the heart of the cavern, the trio arrived at a vast chamber, a theatre of stone. In the center stood a pedestal, and upon it rested a pot, not of metal or clay, but of glassy darkness that reflected the three travellers more clearly than any mirror could. Inside the pot shimmered nothingness, a void that hummed with potential, the imaginary gold that Gril had described, a gold that could become any worth you imagined, yet would vanish the moment you held it too tightly.

Gril leaned in, eyes glittering. “The pot is a trap for want,” he whispered. “It feeds on the hunger for more, turning desire into a loop.”

Thoren scanned the chamber, tapping the floor with his pick. “If we are meant to claim it, the cave will test us with a riddle or a challenge that reveals our true intent.”

Emberth circled the pot, wings folding with a soft sigh. “To hold it is to acknowledge that you can never own what you cannot truly see. Imaginary gold is a moral more than a treasure.”

They stood before the pot, the moment stretching, a thread pulled tight between old legends and the present. The cave seemed to lean closer, listening as if the walls themselves had opinions about goblins, dwarves, and dragons who walked in search of something that was not a thing but a choice.

Gril spoke first, his voice a spark flickering to life. “We came for something that doesn’t rust or rot, something that can be shared in stories and kept in memory. If we take it, we must be careful not to let it turn us into what we fear most: those who forget the world outside their desires.”

Thoren added, “Sometimes the best treasure is the wisdom to know when to leave well enough alone. If the pot contains imaginary gold, perhaps the real treasure is the companionship we’ve found along the way.”

Emberth nodded, scales gleaming. “Then our choice is not to possess but to protect: this cave, this moment, and the promise to tell its tale.”

The pot trembled as if a heartbeat passed through it, then settled, losing a shade of darkness. A voice, soft and ancient, drifted from the stone itself: “The true gold is the light you carry when you walk back into the world. Take your memory, not your want, and return with gratitude.”

The three friends exchanged glances, a pact formed in quiet understanding. They stepped back, letting the pot’s glow halo the chamber with a gentle warmth. Gril bowed low, Thoren touched the walls with reverence, and Emberth exhaled a thread of smoke that spiralled into the air like a blessing. When they finally turned to leave, the cave seemed to exhale in relief, as though it had held its breath for centuries and released it in a sigh of gratitude. The lantern’s blue flame flickered in approval, and the echo of their footsteps became a musical note, guiding them back toward the world above. As they emerged from the cave’s mouth, Halloween night stretched out like a black velvet curtain dotted with distant stars. The goblin grinned with the satisfaction of a plan well played, the dwarf’s shoulders settled in newfound ease, and the dragon’s eyes reflected a sky that promised stories enough to fill many lifetimes. They carried with them no pot, no coins, no chests of gold, only a memory of a chamber where desire was tempered by wisdom, and a choice that would outlast any treasure. And in the quiet between heartbeats, the tale of Gril, Thoren, and Emberth drifted into the wind, a legend that would be told again whenever the Halloween moon rose over Dan y Ogof. 

The Bench Beneath the Moon – A Story for Halloween

The Park, a sprawling mouth of shadows, swallowed the last yawns of daylight as a chill crept along the grass. Leaves skittered like frightened promises across the benches, and a solitary streetlamp flickered with the stubborn glow of a tired lighthouse in fog. It was Halloween, all the way from the first orange of dusk to the final graveyard hush of midnight, but tonight the park wore its spookiness with a slow, almost reverent patience. In the oldest corner, where trees bent like old storytellers, stood a park bench weathered by more conversations than the town library cared to admit. Its wood bore the quilted marks of a hundred seasons, and two iron arms were etched with the names of picnics that had never forgotten the taste of summer. It looked as ordinary as a seat can look when it has learned to listen.

From the creak of those iron joints rose a sigh, a breath of something long unspent. The bench shuddered, not with fear but with memory, and then like a page turning in a book left out in the rain something began to unthread itself from the wood beneath the seat. It wasn’t a ghost in the blustering, streaking sense; it was more precise, more patient: a skeleton, radiant in a pale, glimmering fear, stepping from the bench as if the bench itself was a cocoon. The bones wore a suit of dust and old dusk, a cloak of autumn’s last sighs. The skull tilted, the jaw creaked, and a rough, cheerful voice once bright, now hollow whistled from it. The skeleton glanced around, ears long since retired in the flesh, listening for sound remembered from a century ago: the soft chime of a bell on a bicycle, faraway laughter of a child, clink of a glass toasting the night.

“Do you hear it?” it questioned, though no one stood near to hear except the rustle of leaves and the shy tremor of a distant crow. The skeleton’s eye sockets glowed with pale blue light, not anger but insistence, a beacon in the half-light. It stood upon the bench’s edge as if on a tightrope between two lives, between then and now. It wasn’t hunting fear or chasing a haunting. It was seeking something gentler: a memory to finish, a farewell to grant, a name that could finally be spoken aloud without tremor. For years, decades perhaps, connections had frayed around the town’s Halloween festival. The living would come with lanterns and laughter, and the dead would drift with the wind, collecting the crumbs of the day’s happiness.

But this particular night, a thread tugged the skeleton toward the living world: a letter, long misplaced, written by a girl who had grown up and learned to forget the names she used to call her neighbours. The letter, tucked in a desk drawer of a house long since gone quiet, spoke of a promise to return, to tell a story that would bind the living and the dead in a single breath. The skeleton found the bench because it was the last place the girl, now a grown woman, sat with her grandmother on the night of her tenth birthday. The grandmother whispered a ritual in her ear, one that promised that on Halloween, the veil between the worlds would open just enough for a small truth to cross.

So the skeleton waited, patient as a librarian who knows every overdue book by heart. It listened for the creak of a distant gate, the soft sigh of a bicycle tyre, the whisper of a name spoken in the dark. And when the woman finally arrived, lantern in hand and pockets full of memories, the corridor between then and now widened. The skeleton stepped forward, not to frighten but to answer.

“Is it you?” the woman asked, voice tremulous yet steady.

“I am you, once,” the skeleton replied, its voice a wind through dry leaves. “And you, perhaps, are me, once more, if we tell the story true.”

It spoke the name they had promised to remember together, and with that, the park exhaled a quiet sigh of relief. The bench, no longer merely wood and iron, settled back into its old, patient seat, and the night hummed with the soft glow of restored promises.

Why now? Because Halloween is the hour when endings learn to breathe again, and beginnings, too, are given a chance to stand in the light and be remembered.

OUT NOW – The Mysterious Cases of Inspector Septimus Summer-Garden written by Lazarus Carpenter & Illustrated by Gill Brooks Volume 1 & 2

It is with great pleasure and some excitement I announce the release of Volume 2 of my Inspector Septimus Summer-Garden books for children and young adults. Both books are available on Amazon as paperback and Kindle for immediate download and reading, and from my online shop here on my website.

Extract from The Missing Kangaroo

In the quaint village of Willow, in the suburbs of the city where the most
exciting event was the annual pie-eating contest, lived Inspector Septimus
Summer-Garden. Known for his peculiar name and even more peculiar methods,
Septimus was a detective whose heart was as big as his head was round. Despite
his earnest efforts, he often found himself tangled in more confusion than clues.
One bright Monday morning, the village awoke to startling news: Mr. Harold
Hoppington, the eccentric zoo keeper, had reported that his prized kangaroo, Joey,
had vanished without a trace. Joey was not just any kangaroo; he was a celebrity
in Willow, known for his cheerful hops and a penchant for wearing tiny bow ties.
The village folk gathered nervously as Inspector Summer-Garden arrived at
the zoo, tripping over his own feet in the process.
“Ah, yes, the case of the missing kangaroo,” he mumbled, adjusting his
oversized hat. “Fear not, citizens! I shall hop right to it.”
First, Septimus examined Joey’s enclosure. The door was securely locked,
and there were no signs of forced entry. He squinted at the ground, noticing a trail
of tiny footprints leading away from the enclosure.
“Aha! Small footprints,” he exclaimed, pointing dramatically. “This suggests…
a very tiny kangaroo, or perhaps… a very big mouse!”
Mrs. Hoppington sighed.
“Inspector, Joey is quite large. Those footprints are tiny.”
Septimus nodded solemnly.

“Indeed, ma’am. Or perhaps a clever thief with tiny shoes! Or… an invisible
kangaroo!”
Just then, a faint rustling sound came from behind a nearby bush. Septimus
tiptoed over, slipping on a stray banana peel and landing flat on his back. From the
bushes, a small, fuzzy creature emerged wearing a miniature bow tie, no less.
It was Joey! The kangaroo was hopping happily, seemingly unbothered.
Septimus scrambled to his feet.
“Well, would you look at that? Our missing marsupial was hiding all along!”
Harold Hoppington rushed over, eyes sparkling with relief.
“Joey! You’re safe! But… how did he get out?”
Septimus pondered this as he scratched his head.
“It appears Joey is quite the escape artist. Or perhaps he simply wanted a bit
of adventure. Whatever the case, the mystery is solved!”
The townsfolk cheered as Joey was returned to his enclosure, wearing his
favourite tiny bow tie with pride. Inspector Summer-Garden, ever the bumbling
hero, tipped his hat. “Another case closed, with a hop and a skip!”
And from that day on, the villagers never underestimated the quirky detective,
though they did occasionally remind him to watch his step especially around
banana peels.

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