Lazarus Carpenter
I have lived in Wales for over twenty five years. Born in North Yorkshire, I am now an author, actor, musician and song writer, previously being a therapist, trainer and researcher, specialising in mental health. He was educated in Middlesbrough, Sheffield and Cambridge. With a fascination for Welsh History, I create worlds within worlds; magical, haunting, spirituality permeating sound moral codes of life. I live quietly with Debbie Eve (also my illustrator and our dog, Noodle in a small cottage surrounded by the beauty of the Brecon Beacons in the Valleys of South Wales.
The Park, a sprawling mouth of shadows, swallowed the last yawns of daylight as a chill crept along the grass. Leaves skittered like frightened promises across the benches, and a solitary streetlamp flickered with the stubborn glow of a tired lighthouse in fog. It was Halloween, all the way from the first orange of dusk to the final graveyard hush of midnight, but tonight the park wore its spookiness with a slow, almost reverent patience. In the oldest corner, where trees bent like old storytellers, stood a park bench weathered by more conversations than the town library cared to admit. Its wood bore the quilted marks of a hundred seasons, and two iron arms were etched with the names of picnics that had never forgotten the taste of summer. It looked as ordinary as a seat can look when it has learned to listen.
From the creak of those iron joints rose a sigh, a breath of something long unspent. The bench shuddered, not with fear but with memory, and then like a page turning in a book left out in the rain something began to unthread itself from the wood beneath the seat. It wasn’t a ghost in the blustering, streaking sense; it was more precise, more patient: a skeleton, radiant in a pale, glimmering fear, stepping from the bench as if the bench itself was a cocoon. The bones wore a suit of dust and old dusk, a cloak of autumn’s last sighs. The skull tilted, the jaw creaked, and a rough, cheerful voice once bright, now hollow whistled from it. The skeleton glanced around, ears long since retired in the flesh, listening for sound remembered from a century ago: the soft chime of a bell on a bicycle, faraway laughter of a child, clink of a glass toasting the night.
“Do you hear it?” it questioned, though no one stood near to hear except the rustle of leaves and the shy tremor of a distant crow. The skeleton’s eye sockets glowed with pale blue light, not anger but insistence, a beacon in the half-light. It stood upon the bench’s edge as if on a tightrope between two lives, between then and now. It wasn’t hunting fear or chasing a haunting. It was seeking something gentler: a memory to finish, a farewell to grant, a name that could finally be spoken aloud without tremor. For years, decades perhaps, connections had frayed around the town’s Halloween festival. The living would come with lanterns and laughter, and the dead would drift with the wind, collecting the crumbs of the day’s happiness.
But this particular night, a thread tugged the skeleton toward the living world: a letter, long misplaced, written by a girl who had grown up and learned to forget the names she used to call her neighbours. The letter, tucked in a desk drawer of a house long since gone quiet, spoke of a promise to return, to tell a story that would bind the living and the dead in a single breath. The skeleton found the bench because it was the last place the girl, now a grown woman, sat with her grandmother on the night of her tenth birthday. The grandmother whispered a ritual in her ear, one that promised that on Halloween, the veil between the worlds would open just enough for a small truth to cross.
So the skeleton waited, patient as a librarian who knows every overdue book by heart. It listened for the creak of a distant gate, the soft sigh of a bicycle tyre, the whisper of a name spoken in the dark. And when the woman finally arrived, lantern in hand and pockets full of memories, the corridor between then and now widened. The skeleton stepped forward, not to frighten but to answer.
“Is it you?” the woman asked, voice tremulous yet steady.
“I am you, once,” the skeleton replied, its voice a wind through dry leaves. “And you, perhaps, are me, once more, if we tell the story true.”
It spoke the name they had promised to remember together, and with that, the park exhaled a quiet sigh of relief. The bench, no longer merely wood and iron, settled back into its old, patient seat, and the night hummed with the soft glow of restored promises.
Why now? Because Halloween is the hour when endings learn to breathe again, and beginnings, too, are given a chance to stand in the light and be remembered.
It is with great pleasure and some excitement I announce the release of Volume 2 of my Inspector Septimus Summer-Garden books for children and young adults. Both books are available on Amazon as paperback and Kindle for immediate download and reading, and from my online shop here on my website.
Extract from The Missing Kangaroo
In the quaint village of Willow, in the suburbs of the city where the most exciting event was the annual pie-eating contest, lived Inspector Septimus Summer-Garden. Known for his peculiar name and even more peculiar methods, Septimus was a detective whose heart was as big as his head was round. Despite his earnest efforts, he often found himself tangled in more confusion than clues. One bright Monday morning, the village awoke to startling news: Mr. Harold Hoppington, the eccentric zoo keeper, had reported that his prized kangaroo, Joey, had vanished without a trace. Joey was not just any kangaroo; he was a celebrity in Willow, known for his cheerful hops and a penchant for wearing tiny bow ties. The village folk gathered nervously as Inspector Summer-Garden arrived at the zoo, tripping over his own feet in the process. “Ah, yes, the case of the missing kangaroo,” he mumbled, adjusting his oversized hat. “Fear not, citizens! I shall hop right to it.” First, Septimus examined Joey’s enclosure. The door was securely locked, and there were no signs of forced entry. He squinted at the ground, noticing a trail of tiny footprints leading away from the enclosure. “Aha! Small footprints,” he exclaimed, pointing dramatically. “This suggests… a very tiny kangaroo, or perhaps… a very big mouse!” Mrs. Hoppington sighed. “Inspector, Joey is quite large. Those footprints are tiny.” Septimus nodded solemnly.
“Indeed, ma’am. Or perhaps a clever thief with tiny shoes! Or… an invisible kangaroo!” Just then, a faint rustling sound came from behind a nearby bush. Septimus tiptoed over, slipping on a stray banana peel and landing flat on his back. From the bushes, a small, fuzzy creature emerged wearing a miniature bow tie, no less. It was Joey! The kangaroo was hopping happily, seemingly unbothered. Septimus scrambled to his feet. “Well, would you look at that? Our missing marsupial was hiding all along!” Harold Hoppington rushed over, eyes sparkling with relief. “Joey! You’re safe! But… how did he get out?” Septimus pondered this as he scratched his head. “It appears Joey is quite the escape artist. Or perhaps he simply wanted a bit of adventure. Whatever the case, the mystery is solved!” The townsfolk cheered as Joey was returned to his enclosure, wearing his favourite tiny bow tie with pride. Inspector Summer-Garden, ever the bumbling hero, tipped his hat. “Another case closed, with a hop and a skip!” And from that day on, the villagers never underestimated the quirky detective, though they did occasionally remind him to watch his step especially around banana peels.
LOVE KNOWS NO END by Elizabeth Hamilton Pylypiw is a delightful book of verse dedicated to her son Kris, who sadly passed away suddenly from natural causes a decade ago. One hundred and thirteen poems of beauty speaking to the grief and loss of a beloved son invite the reader, to join Elizabeth on a helter-skelter of emotion and moreover, a journey of deep everlasting love. The book is beautifully illustrated with images and memories of the life Kris lived.
‘Sometimes in our lives something happens that turns our world upside down. It’s the loss of a child. A grief like no other and life as we knew it, is never the same again.’
Just over a year after her son Kris, passed to spirit, Elizabeth began writing poetry depicting many aspects of Kris’s life. For her, this was a talent she never knew existed. Writing such powerful verse is in itself most carthartic. Kris was only thirty-two when the wings of death embraced him, a short life but as Elizabeth’s words tell us, a life well lived. The beauty inherent within her prose is a clear testament to the range of emotions a parent may face with the loss of a child.
The prose is very easy to relate to especially when considering the emotive subject of grief and loss. Grief is a very personal emotion but in this beautiful book we find many themes relatable to all.
‘Spirituality comes in may forms, places and deeds. My spiritual faith and knowledge have been an immense insight for staying positive’
I strongly recommend this book for any parent facing the grief and loss of losing a child, therapists and anyone interested in the subject of bereavement.
‘Interview with Elizabeth Hamilton Pylypiw in Conversation with Lazarus Carpenter’ (Recorded for Book at Bedtime – Tales from Wales, Oystermouth Radio)
Inspector Septimus Summer-Garden tipped his hat at a suspiciously grand angle, shuffled his umbrella just so, and peered at the town clock as if it might reveal its own alibi. The bell above the door of Mellish & Co. Antiques gave a polite tinkle, and Septimus stepped inside as if he were entering a parlour where every chair had a secret.
“Good afternoon,” he announced to the shop, as if addressing a court. “I am here to investigate a most peculiar case, the case of the aging balding teddy bear named Rufus.”
The shopkeeper benevolently raised an eyebrow.
“Rufus is at the back, dear boy,” she said, pointing toward a dim corridor lined with velvet ropes and the soft scent of mothballs and lemon wax. “He’s been with us since the days of village fairs and the annual puddings contest. Which I suppose doesn’t help your case much, Inspector.”
Septimus wheeled into the back room, where a display case gleamed with the sort of pride that only comes from owning a lot of things people once loved. In the center sat Rufus: a classic teddy bear, hand-sewn with patchwork fur that had once been a cheerful cinnamon but now wore patches of balding wool like little pause marks on a sentence. Rufus’s glass eyes seemed to blink in apology at every wobble the inspector made as he approached. Rufus had two obvious problems. First, his fur was thinning in patches, particularly across the crown where the stuffing peeked through like a shy bump on a road. Second, his eyes once bright as buttercup petals had a certain faraway look, as if Rufus were thinking about something you wouldn’t understand, perhaps a biscuit he’d never eaten or a child he’d never hugged again.
Septimus cleared his throat.
“I understand you’ve noticed some… changes with the subject of our inquiry.”
The shopkeeper nodded.
“Changes indeed. Rufus arrived in this town when a Mrs. Alderidge donated him to the hospital fund drive. He’s always drawn crowds, a certain sentimental magnet, you see. Then suddenly, well, not suddenly, but over a few weeks the fur started thinning, and the little bald patches grew. We thought perhaps the museum’s climate was a touch too dry, or perhaps Rufus had a secret life as a magician and was shedding his tricks.”
Septimus studied Rufus with the seriousness of a man who had once stopped a clock from running by arguing with it. He pressed a gloved finger to Rufus’s paw, feeling the seams. He listened to the creak of the joint between arm and torso, the sort of creak that says, “I have been hugged by countless small children and probably a few overzealous grandmothers who insisted on tucking in the stuffing.” He examined the back, where a tiny tag lay, worn nearly smooth by decades of handling.
“Tell me about the last time Rufus was treated with care,” Septimus said, not looking at the shopkeeper but at the bear as if Rufus might respond.
The shopkeeper shrugged.
“The hospital volunteers took him for a charity visit three weeks ago. The children sang the bear’s song,” she added with a smile.
Septimus nodded slowly. A song. A bear. A case. He opened the display case a fraction, just enough to let in a breeze that carried the faint scent of peppermint and old oak. The inspector’s mind, which often resembled a mildly caffeinated hedgehog, began to feel around the edges of the problem. Clues were never as loud as the obvious; they were whispers tucked into corners, like moths in a wardrobe. He started with the obvious fuel for a mystery of this kind: the room’s climate and Rufus’s materials. The shop’s owner had mentioned moths and indeed the air carried a faint suggestion of their presence, a grandma’s attic musk that felt protective and a touch accusatory at the same time.
“Let’s have a look at the stuffing,” Septimus said, producing a small magnifying glass from his pocket with the fanfare of a magician revealing a rabbit.
He peered under the bear’s seam and found something surprising: not rot or mold, but a faint, chalky residue almost like the trace of old sugar dust. He touched it with a gloved finger and sniffed, then frowned as if he’d smelled a memory.
“Dusting powder?” ventured the shopkeeper, half afraid to know.
Septimus shook his head. “No. This is talcum dust with a hint of cinnamon and there it is, a signature.” He looked at the tag again, then at the shelves. “Rufus has the sort of care label you don’t usually see on children’s toys or vintage bears, almost as if he were treated as a patient and not a playmate.”
The shop fell quiet except for the distant lilt of a child’s laughter from the street, the sound curiously like a memory slipping through the cracks of time. Septimus visited the hospital the next day, dragging his umbrella with him as if it were a witness. The children greeted Rufus with the same enthusiasm you’d reserve for an old hero returning from a long voyage. A nurse named Mrs. Wimple guided Septimus to a quiet corner where a small group of volunteers stood by a card table with a banner reading: Rufus’s Radiant Rescue.
“Is this the bear you were looking for?” Mrs. Wimple asked with a dry smile.
Septimus offered her a small, apologetic bow.
“Ma’am, I am chasing a theory that Rufus is aging due to a combination of wear and perhaps unseen care. I’d like to interview anyone who has handled him closely in the last few weeks.”
A little girl with a ribbon in her hair stepped forward.
“I remember reading a story to Rufus during the last visit. He listened very kindly when I read about a brave clock that forgot the time. He didn’t blink when I bumped the case and whispered to the man with the red scarf.” She frowned. “Is Rufus sad? He looked a little sad after we left.”
Septimus crouched to the girl’s level, listening as if he were a seashell listening to the ocean.
“Sometimes sadness wears a fur coat and a pair of button eyes,” he said softly. “But sometimes sadness is just yesterday’s rain tapping at the window.”
Back at the ward, he found something else: a receipt tucked in Rufus’s back seam, not something that would have belonged to a toy’s care, but a charity donation receipt dated three months ago, signed by a Dr. Mallory, the hospital administrator known for keeping long hours and shorter tempers. The receipt was for a “special preservation experiment” not the kind of thing ordinarily disclosed in a fundraising drive, but not unheard of in a hospital that changed its fundraising strategies with the seasons. Septimus sat on a chair in the quiet corner and thought about the weird phrase: preservation experiment. The phrase had a clinical bite to it, as if someone were treating Rufus not as a teddy bear but as something to be studied, catalogued, and perhaps cured of some ill. He tucked the receipt into his coat and returned to the shop to gather people for another conversation.
“Let us consider the possibility that Rufus is aging not by malice but by method,” he announced to the shop’s patrons, who had gathered as if a stage show had begun. “It is possible he has been part of a controlled study, one that involves materials that degrade with time, perhaps a rare local ramie fiber mixed with wool causing thinning fur and a slow, almost dignified receding of his hair, like a gentle old man’s receding hairline.”
A murmour travelled through the crowd, half skepticism, half reverence for the inspector’s inferential appetite. The shopkeeper, who had a soft spot for theatrics and good-natured gossip, shrugged.
“Well, if Rufus is the subject of some secret experiment, I hope he’s being treated kindly. He’s always been kind to us.”
Septimus, who had a knack for finding structure in chaos, retraced the morning’s steps. He visited the attic above the shop a cluttered sanctuary of forgotten things where every trunk had a story and every moth hole whispered a rumour. He found a small metal box wedged behind a stack of dusty hats. Inside lay a set of tiny vials labeled with dates and letters: “Aging Elixir—test batch A,” “Stability Compound,” and a few plain, almost innocent-looking labels that suggested something scientific but not dangerous, more like a test specimen for a new kind of textile preservation. The inspector’s eyes widened slightly, then settled back into their usual kindly-narrow gaze. He pocketed the box, careful to note every lable’s placement and every footprint on the attic’s floor. The evidence suggested someone had been experimenting with Rufus’s fur, perhaps to study how materials age under certain environmental conditions. But why Rufus, and who? That evening, Septimus returned to Mellish & Co. with more questions than answers. The shop’s bell chimed a tired welcome, and the shopkeeper poured him a cup of tea that steamed with curiosity more than heat.
“Inspector, you look like you’ve discovered a map in a teacup,” she teased gently.
Septimus sipped, thinking of the child’s laughter, the memory of the missing clock in the hospital ward, and the tiny vials in the attic. He put Rufus’s speaking-stuffing theory aside for a moment, and instead looked at the people who had touched Rufus, the volunteers, the nurses, the donors, the patients. The bear belonged to more than one life; he had collected pieces of many hearts.
“Dr. Mallory,” he finally said, almost to himself, “the administrator with the long hours and the shorter tempers.” He paused, then added aloud, “He had access to the attic, to the hospital’s spare materials, and he cared about Rufus in the way someone cares about a symbol.”
The shopkeeper glanced at him with a curious mixture of awe and scepticism. “Are you saying Dr. Mallory is a saboteur of fur and memory?”
“No,” Septimus replied. “I am saying he might have used Rufus as a vessel for an idea, a project that romanticises aging, assigns it a process, and thus makes it easier to discuss with donors when you talk about preserving the past. The audacious thing is that Rufus’s case has become a symbol within this hospital’s fundraising strategy.”
The next day, Septimus visited the hospital with a calm certainty that comes from having seen a lot of human logic fail to account for human kindness. He spoke with Dr. Mallory in a quiet office filled with charts and a single flower, wilting in a vase. The doctor wore the fatigue of people who solve other people’s problems for a living and forget to eat. Septimus presented the evidence tagged fur samples, vials in the attic, the donation receipt tied with a thread of conscience.
“Is Rufus aging?” Mallory asked, not defensively but with a sort of worn curiosity. “He is older than most of the patients who pass through here. He’s a symbol of a time when care wasn’t measured in metrics but in hugs.”
Septimus nodded, his mind balancing between the literal and the sentimental.
“Perhaps Rufus isn’t aging because someone is harming him. Perhaps he is aging because he represents a memory of a time when people believed objects could carry kindness. If you tell a story about Rufus aging, you invite people to care for him, to care for others. If that is the case, then what we must do is ensure Rufus receives that care, not an experiment.”
Mallory looked thoughtful, and for once not defensive but reflective. He admitted that the hospital’s fundraising literature had indeed embraced the idea of Rufus as a “vessel of time,” a gentle nudge to remind people of aging and memory. He hadn’t realised the emotional weight his framing placed on the bear’s fur, nor how it might be misinterpreted by anxious volunteers and grateful children.
Septimus returned to the shop, Rufus nestled in the quiet corner as if listening to the world’s soft weather report. He spoke to the bear as one speaks to a patient in need of rest after a long journey.
“Rufus,” he said softly, “you are not merely a relic to be studied or a prop to raise funds. You are a memory keeper, and your fur’s thinning is a reminder of the many hugs you have carried. If your hair is thinning, it is because your life has absorbed time like a tree that grows rings to show its age.” He patted Rufus’s head with the lightest of touches, making the bear seem almost to sigh in contentment.
The town’s people, hearing of the inspector’s theories and the hospital’s confession, began to treat Rufus with renewed tenderness. The bear would spend weekends in the hospital’s lobby, not as a display but as a guest, listening to children read stories, volunteering to model “how to hold on to love gracefully” with a bravery that wasn’t loud but deeply felt. The elastic in Rufus’s joints still creaked, and the fur still thinned in the crown, but the community’s care mended what time and neglect had threatened. In the weeks that followed, the mysterious case of the aging balding teddy bear became, for Septimus, a story about memory, care, and the gentle power of misinterpreted clues. He left the bear with a small card tucked under his paw: a reminder that some mysteries aren’t solved with perfect logic but with patient listening, with the willingness to accept that a bear can be loved into old age by the people who adore him.
Back in Mellish & Co., Septimus was asked if he would declare the case closed. He looked toward Rufus, who seemed to decide, in his quiet, button-eyed way, to blink once, as if to say, “Yes, the case is closed — by love.”
“Case closed,” he announced to the patrons, with a bow that was more wry grin than grand gesture. “Rufus is aging, yes, but only in the sense that a cherished life accumulates stories and scars that make it all the more precious. Let us not force him to be younger than his history. Let us allow him to be Rufus.”
And so Inspector Septimus Summer-Garden, the bumbling, generous, endlessly curious detective went away with a sense of completion that didn’t rely on a neat bow but on the soft, unfolding story of a teddy bear, a hospital lobby, and a town that learned to grow a little kinder with every passing season. Rufus, for his part, remained on his shelf in the back room, listening to the room’s quiet, and whenever a child pressed their face to the glass and whispered, “Rufus,” he would tilt his head just so, and the room would seem, for a heartbeat, to remember all the hugs that had ever crossed their paths.